Im not going to be affected by my mum say. God and Christianity is good but it depend on how every individual carry it out. Look at Sun Ho, she had open up school after school in China and is the "Ambassador of Love" in China but yet she's a Singaporean. That's the power of God and she's living a Christ-like life.
When I grow up, Im going to marry a man from church. My boyfriend will nvr prosecute me being a Christian because he must also be one and also be frm heart of God church.
truly, madly, deeply[11:38 PM]
Friday, May 11, 2007
Hello World! hahs, Im back to blogging now because I've some time now. Im supposed to be fast aslp actually but my hair is wet and im lazy to use the hair dryer. What's more? I've listening compre papers tml. hahs. That's the paper that I always fall aslp ever since pri sch.
Being zone admin has been such fun and stress! hahs. Oh btw, if you dont knw, im the a zone admin now since a few weeks ago. hahs. I've already managed to rmb two cgls' phone number other than Ruoen's cos I rmb hers since dont knw how long ago. Anw, my mum thinks that Andrew is my boyfriend now because he called me the other day when I was in the living room using the ethernet line and he called me. I was like:" Hello Andrew?" when i picked up the phone and she turns to look at me. hahs. My mum always think that I insisted on going church because I've a boyfriend in church. yarlah. my lover is Jesus.
Trials and tribulation will surely come in our way but I knw I'm in God's perfect plan. For the past few weeks, God has been revealing alot of things to me. hahs. I'm going to mug very hard this year and get into BMS/BLT in Ngee Ann Poly. hahs. oh, ytd I overheard the ushers introducing themselves. When Miaowguan says that he's frm NP, someone went NP=No Poly. hahs. Anw, BLT is the real cause I wna go and that's the place that God wants me to be at. I cant wait for the future! Anw, church is gna move soon and Im on usher for the first svc in the new premise. However, Im going overseas. Im forced to go okay. I really dont want to go because that's emerge weekend and I've been waiting this big day to come. siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. The presence of God on that day will be like what Pastors have always been telling us and Im gng to miss it. I know that the devil is trying to make miss out on everything to stumble me but I'll definately pull thru this tough year. Ever since the first day I ever start fighting PO, I always believe that if God out me thru a test, He will give me the ability to do. It's just if I wna do it or not. I can't wait for O level to finish and Im gng to work in my dad's company next yr if there's no unforeseen circumstances. His office is super near new church premise, 15 mins bus trip.
truly, madly, deeply[12:52 AM]
Saturday, May 05, 2007
Hello world!!!!
Im super hungry now because the chicken wing auntie cheated my feelings.
Now I feel like eating instant noodle with eggs or roti prata but not a good time luh.
Anw, Im doing my tuition hmwrk now because I collated attendance just now. Thanks to Mr. Raharjo.
Actually Im quite braindead now cos I woke up at 6am ytd morning.
And my mum is not going to work later, I shall find a way to go out.
truly, madly, deeply[1:54 AM]
Thursday, May 03, 2007
Mr Lee came to talk to me today when I was reading chinese newspaper right before an english exams, I think that was how he wna strike that conversation.
Anw, he is going to change the way he conduct his lesson in consideration of my feedback. hahs. Im so dua pai. HA
He also tell me to do more physics exercise at home and ask him questions in class. Btw, I only knw one chpt of my physics when exams is tml. hahs. Will really study later.
He also tell him to look for him if I've any questions or need help. hahs.
Mrs Leong said the same thing to me earlier. I knw what they mean, they wants me to open up to them. hahs. I wont purposely go to look for them to talk to them, like funny sia. And I got my own leader to talk to if I need help outside the academic thing.
I know what the teachers mean everytime they talk to me and I knw that they can feel that Im different frm the other students in class. And most of the time I think at a more mature level and do things they'll nvr dare to.
I can see that because Ms Moo always make me help her carry books to staff room just to find a chance to chat with me, she nvr do that to other students.
I know the teachers see me as a probamatic student because when they do something unreasonable, I'll stand up for that person - I think this applies to AWK only.
Anw, Im having facial mask on my face right now, that's why I came online to type this post.
The mask is drying up alrdy so I better go wash it away. Will complete this post when Im really freeee.
truly, madly, deeply[7:40 PM]
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Exams gives you alot more freetime. hahs.
Im eating my lunch now, since 2.00pm.
This week has been quite a bad week for a start.
On Monday, I went down to Khatib to study with the CG + Cheryl & Jiaxin but did nothing except new friend list.
I saw something on the YA I shldnt have even see at all.
After that I cutted the base of my feet unknowingly, probably when I was playing badminton with Leon. We were playing badminton and frisbee instead of bball when we said we wna play bball. hahs.
On Tuesday, I decided to try out another salon cos my mum say it's quite good and the stupid hairstylist cant understand what I mean. Slanted fringe become curved fridge, same style also cant cut and he keeps telling me he is cutting it slant. Now I look like Sec 1 or 2. Probably the hairstylist has been cutting hairs for twits, anw, he actually leave my fringe like one patch but I told me to cut the volume away. Im sososo irritated with my new hairstyle now. I'll go back to my old salon the next time, usually their customer are working adults so they wont cut hairstyles that look like twits.
And today, I feel aslp during my amaths paper. hahs. Luckily the teacher woke me up.
In the morning, I was rushing for bus and did not see Chekyeow, if not can take same bus. hahs. He called me when I just board 166, he was at the next lane waiting for 169 which is just behind 166. I wasted $1.80 on bus also because I forget to buy concession and I realised it only when I was at Srgn after sch. The optimist also wasted my time, he took the wrong degree for my contacts and I've to go down to collect it again tml which means waste my time and I've to wear specs to sch tml cos Im alrdy wearing expired contacts.
truly, madly, deeply[3:04 PM]
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
I'll just keep standing here.
I wont mind even if I've to sacrifice meal after meal because Jesus is my true love.
No matter how much I give, I could nvr make up to Jesus dying on the cross for all my sins.
Im going to be a radical Christian for all my life.
truly, madly, deeply[2:38 AM]
Sunday, April 29, 2007
Hi all, mid-years is here alrdy and Im not not very prepared but I'll study super hard because I've study rule alrdy. hahs.
Anw, 5 more mths to O levels and 6 more months to freedom!
