Fourth day of fried food fast.
Im eyeing at that pack of stupid potato chips alrdy but Im not giving up.
I think Im gng to do a Esther fast next wk cos I seriously need a breakthrough and I need to connect to God.
Life is getting busier alrdy, frm sch to relationships to I dont knw what.
I think I didnt something wrong in sch today.
I chatted so happily with her crush and I dont even knw he is her crush until I went home and thought abt me.
Ahhh! She's dao-ing me now probably and she supposed to come for Easter.
What a silly mistake and a petty person.
BANG BANG BANG!
I hope my grandma will forget abt me ltr on so I can report for usher at 12pm and no need to think of excuses to leave.
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The love that God gave is what the world will nvr take away.
I cant understand why my sister walked away frm God again and again, frm fcbc to hoGc.
Three years of her christianity life, she walked away thrice.
So many times she just left me fighting there fighting that stupid po alone and sometimes even adding fuel to the fire.
I dont knw what's that supposed to mean but that has definately spoilt the devil's plan because thru all the difficult times, I've grown so much closer to God.
When Nelson asked me to fast and prayed with my sister on tuesday, I was super scared.
I've nvr prayed for sis in my whole entire life and that was a breakthrough, of cos I did it because Nelson was fasting with me.
However, on Tuesday night all on my mind was that if she ever come back, I might need to fight po all over again. super scary.
I may just fall if I've to fight po all over again.
Ahha, but this yr gna be different.
I called Ruoen and she assured me that what Im thinking will not happen.
I used to dream of the days that my sis will become very radical for God but that dream went away as tim€e passes.
I finally knw what God's talking abt when He says a tougher year but it's gna be a year of breakthrough.
