I cant understand why ppl have to be so fake, dont like that person just dont be so close lor.
All the time, I see ppl trying to seek attention with fake laughter, singing, wearing short skirts, changing bags, making noise etc.
All the time, I see ppl trying to compete academic results with their 'best friend'.
All the time, I see ppl being used yet not knowing it themselves.
All the time, I see ppl feeling low for having low marks for tests because they're losing face, these ppl always want to be first.
All the time, I hear ppl saying things that they dont mean it just because they dont want to lose face when the worst came.
Sometimes, I dont really understand some of the things these ppl do but yet my heart feel for them. I tried many ways to get them out but they're just to heart.
I couldnt understand why these ppl cant be truthful at their words and actions.
And many times, I couldnt stand these ppl. Sch is just like a torture with all these ppl.
Well, thank God that there's still truthful ppl in sch; Cheryl, Joanne, Yingting, Wenchi, Romaine, Jinghui, Debbie and Aaron. School will be hell if they werent true at all.
Well, stress have been eating up my health. I dont even knw where that stress came frm but I can feel it even physically.
Anw, home havent been a good place to be in recently other than to slp.
Mum is picking on me more and more. She scolded me for not going to the doctors today, for the continous short cough, for blowing my nose. What nonsense!
And she's close to mad, she said that I'll fail my Os. zzz. She wasnt happy abt me improving alot for my results. Well, that's her problem.
Anw, ytd God dropped me a number for my Os. That was something a score that I always wanted and Im gna study hard for that. Im still more than 10 points away for that number.
It do take time and Os is still one year away.
