i realise that it was not only God's presence that made me coming back for the first few services.
it was all the ppl. and these ppl hold me through my worst days.
i remember last yr when i meet many strangers when i was studying. i dunno how but i ended up studying in church with sihui on tuesdays. and on saturdays when exams are round the corner.
i remember charlotte helping me with my big fat box of books and the bus.
i remember how much i used to argue with kahwah over everything in msn to sms to phone call to seeing each other
i remember sihui calling me to share her experiences with me to make me felt encouraged and to hold on strong. of course we ended up chatting.
i remember how jeremychan really thought that i was honghwee's blood sister until someone told him it wasnt real (of course he didnt believe me when i told him)
i remember the only cake that i receive for my birthday was from the cg.
i remember how honghwee encouraged me when i was worry about my integration not picking up my phone call when he promised to come for cg.
i remember receiving sms-es frm the cg to encourage me when i couldn't attend service for the first time of my life especially frm zhuo'er who she herself also cant attend service and shiwei & jianrui who obviously dunno what to write.
i remember ying telling me to endure through the bad times and that i could call her every night to let out all the frustrations that i absorb for the day.
i remember sihui calling me with her handphone on saturday nights just to pray that i'll be able to attend service on sunday.
i remember asking kahwah asking me how my lip was everytime he sees me and agreeing to help me pray for it heal faster when i asked him to.
i remember winifred sending me a sms telling me to stay strong when i left halfway during bs.
and i'll definately remember all the talks i had with zhuo'er whereby i can learn alot of things, the chat with ying at the hotel in bintan, all the sacarstic talks with ru and shiwei, all the funny arguements with kahwah, all the ppl calling me honghwee de meimei(and of course how nicholaslee forget my name because of this) and all the hugs from the ppl.
im really thankful for all these ppl. and this entry is quite random!
