Easter was great! God's presence was there!
service had never been so packed to use the art gallery chairs even since we broke into 2 services.
im glad that my sister turned up for service. and its the first time we thought of plans to leave home for church though we almost got caught.
hahs. im enjoying this relationship now!
hangout awhile after service then off to meet my mum at bugis.
ate swensen and shopped arnd bugis village.
sis bought a bag for sch usage.
and i bought 3 pairs of eyestuds. its nice! i'll go get more oneday.
wanted to buy this bag initially. but i looked too mature on me!
oneday i shld go shop at bugis and try on bags to get 1.
i've been wanting to get a bag since january. it's either i dun have the time or money.
i dunno why i always felt oppressed when im talking to my mum.
she is nice a moment and she is nasty the next moment.
i came to realise that she was never proud of me and she thinks that i cant do great things.
she never open her eyes to see how much i've change throughout these months.
how i forced myself to continue talking to my sister even when she gave me one word answer.
how i forced myself to shut up and not to critisize ppl, attack ppl especially during CNY.
how i forced myself to stay awake in the afternoon to study.
how i forced myself to do the housework even when my skin is peeling.
how i forced myself to not talk back when she scolds me.
she nv widen the area which her eyes see.
all she sees is herself. all she hears is frm the devil.
